the sky is grey bordem kicks in again
    I don't know if I'll ever win
    I'm not sure if it's worth it 
    I'll just have to wait and see 
    surrounded by people I don't understand
    trying to do my best I've got a plan
    putting me to the test I'm not alone 
    it's still all up to me

    I'll rise above and I'll look down 
    it all seems so miniscule
    I'll riducule the problems that 
    towered over me  

    all I want to know is how to love myself
    I've had money keep your material wealth
    seems like security
    just you wait and see 
    sometimes I bomb I want to give it up
    people suck I feel it building up
    why don't you let me be?
    do you want a piece of me?

    I'll step back and take 
    another look see I mistook 
    I could not see the forest for the trees